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The season is changing way too fast, winter is coming, and I don't look forward to it! The coming winter isn't my favorite season. I never liked it, even when I was a kid, I disliked the cold, the snow, and the short days, that began after Halloween when Daylight Savings Time ended.
It is a festive time of year, but then after the holidays, winter starts to look dirty, and raw especially when it snows too much during the that season, it makes that wait for spring worth looking forward to.
So, winter drags on, and i wait, for spring to arrive. It seems like forever for it to come, but for now, winter hasn't even come yet, and I dread it's coming this year, I often wish it never will come, but it does, and makes the world white with snow, early winter isn't so bad. Later on, winter doesn't look as pretty as it did when it began, then it grows colder, and it snows more often.
That makes travel more difficult to deal with, and I have a hard time getting around as it is, though i wish i didn't have a problem getting around, as i do. I wish i was more adept at dealing with winter, like some people do, not everyone has that ability to get around well in winter.
This coming season presents challenges, that all people will no doubt have to take on, when snow begins to fall, and it will fall eventually, there's no telling when it will start. December is not more than days away, holiday decorations are starting to appear little by little, very early in the year.
I myself want winter not to arrive at all, because of the way it makes me feel. The holiday season can be a depressing time for some people. I'm not one to celebrate the holiday in the traditional way.
I'm somewhat of a pagan and prefer to call this time of year Yule, not Christmas, it's just i have a belief in wicca and the occult.

Fall has come once again, with the falling leaves, of gold, orange and yellow. The short days bring in the northern chill to the air, as the summer goes back to sleep for the time, until it wakes again.
I'm not exactly fond of this season, as it brings back many memories of when i was young, like ghosts from the ether of the grave. I see the memories of school, friends, and loves i had and lost, they're the ones that haunt me the most, the girls i fell i n love with that were a part of my young life, when i still believed in romance, and love so deep, could feel it deep in my heart and my soul.
Every year when fall descends on the earth, the memories begin to haunt me. They make me wish i could love again, even now that I'm older, i still feel that i could love as deeply as i did when i was a boy, in my early teen years, in the days when love and romance, were like a sweet symphony, that i could hear with the roar of the waves crashing against the shore, and the tinkling of crystal chandelier glass pieces that come with the theme from an old music box, that i hear in my mind.
These are the things that made me believe in romance, and in love so true, especially with the rising of a full moon into the dark night sky, to me that is a symbol of romance, and i still see it clearly in my mind as if it were yesterday, as clearly as i see a soecial someone seated beside me, as we hold hands tight never wanting to let go of th romantic feelings we feel even now in the season of fall, when the earth slowly descends into sleep before the cold of the winter dead season to come.
Autumn can be a time iof deep romance, or a time of sadness, when love dies, as sadly as leaves fall from the trees and are taken by the cold winds that bring the arrival of winter, to the earth, and to the souls and minds of those that love so deeply.